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A year ago I was going through the hardest time of my life so far. Three mournings. One after another like a wave that kept growing and never stopped. Hard. Very hard. Psychotic even.
I come from Tulcea, Danube Delta. There I had an artistic residency last summer (Rezidența21 ) where I composed a spell to help me and call me back. I was afraid I would never come back. I put good thoughts and positive intentions into this song inspired by the emotion of the energy I was raised in by my beloved mother, Tamara, who passed away last year. I put the desire for life, hope, love, positive and bright energy despite how macabre it sounds (but cinematic – I imagine a whole movie scene on it).
Enchantments are songs that untie, that get you out of a place where it’s hard for you to get out.
It is made in Letea, in the heart of the Delta. It has earth, horses, leaves, trees, skeletons, shells, lots of water, willows, pairs of hands that were and are, spirit, electricity, jackals and birds.
I hope this song helps other people who need such a message.
Yes, I know it’s not the nicest thing to read things like that on the net. It scares us that it could happen to us too & it makes us sad. But the truth is that such things happen every day, they are part of life, and just talking more openly about them helps us to integrate them more easily as normal. Death, sadness, depression at such times are normal. Part of the things that helped me move forward was just talking about these things.
Thank you to everyone who was there.
Freedom comes when you let go. 🪽